Tiktok's bumming me out tonight, I got so excited when I realized old jazz songs I love were on it and I thought "I could do vibe content and just get lost in pharoah sanders music or lip sync bowie or something" so I made a little 15 second video of me listening to a jazz song I love with the words "Love is Here" on it, to me it was genuine, vulnerable, heartfelt and real. I was really hoping it would get some attention but it would appear to be my worst performing video yet. So far my worst performers are when I actually try to be vulnerable and heartfelt, so my acoustic love songs? Nope, sharing a jazz cut that touches my soul? Nope. Highest performing videos? Game stream snippets where I say stupid stuff, and a fail video where I pointed out that my TV swivels but I didn't realize it.
I think that's why people don't start, because putting yourself out there and finding out nobody cares is a harrowing experience, but if you don't try you can always believe "well if I DID try people would like it". Once you do and find out your wrong you're stuck with that reality. But whatever, video game content it is lmao