How do you stop feeling awkward recording? 🐢

This probably sounds so silly but I feel weird recording ASMR even when nobody is around 😂 I’m not even showing my face or anything but I still feel awkward just sitting there making sounds into a camera lol I think the thing that gets me most is worrying someone in my family will walk in and see me and I’ll look so silly 😭 I’ve wanted to start for ages but my confidence has been a bit knocked recently and I keep overthinking everything. Did anyone else feel like this when they started or do you eventually just get used to it?